Wednesday, August 30, 2006
it was clear for everyone to see.
mms.
i surrender.
thanks mister aaron goh for being the first lil person to call me at midnight. LOL. greatly appreciated pls. =]
way ahead of you @ 10:37 AM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
i loathe ghastly pictures - they freak me out bad . sounds like im making a big fuss outta pathetic images but they do remind me of how i was possessed and all as a kid.. and all those "visits" in my room.. not to mention the accident. it sucks really..
im sorry i rejected all those phone calls cos i really wasnt up for talking but thanks for calling anywayss. =] i guess more often than not i appear to be totally spaced and in a world of my own but really, nothing is wrong. sometimes i juz need time alone but underneath it all, i do feel extremely blessed - both friends and you you you [ =D ].
way ahead of you @ 6:50 AM
Monday, August 14, 2006
YAYYYY .. talked to sylvia today like after a gazillion years.. i miss her so so so so much ! and she had my name in her nick so sweet ahhh ! so i did the same for her and it said " sylvia sylvia sylvia !" teehee.. i miss my patrol.. =[ it was so much fun then.. oh wells ! i had so much for talkign to herrr ! loves
way ahead of you @ 9:06 AM
Saturday, August 12, 2006
mmms . i never had a thing for fireworks - until today. teehee . it was gawgeousss . and so was the company... quite gay and all but not bad ahh . LOL !
&& i managed to study todayy. like finally - i touched my books ! thats all folks. bye bye bye bye .
way ahead of you @ 9:02 AM
Wednesday, August 09, 2006
been sick lately.. =[ spending like donkey hours sleeping my life away.. its funny how 16 hours go by when ur sleeping. oh wells. juz wanna say a big big thank you to all e lil get- well msges and calls from everyone.. its greatly appreciated ! loves loves . also those that came down to accompany me as well as someone [ hints . ] who like set aside everyting to accompany me to the doctor and all. =] that makes me a happily sick girl . HAHAHAH . sounds wrong but wth who cares . summative test tmr.. im gonna like study it now.. damn tired pls. dinner for greatt ! i love . and so was the rest of the dayy. simple but nice.. teehee.
its funny how we have never-ending expectations and searches to attain so-called happiness and joy.. its nothing but being insatiable really. we keep wanting more and rarely stop to think of what we have at present. our projected vision to the future blurrs us from what we have right in front of us. its sad. and i do hope i wont be like that. i wanna be able to say " im leaving with no regrets" on my dying day . =]
way ahead of you @ 6:36 AM
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
and so it makes you happy to see me miserable .
im glad you feel that way.
the simplest things i do results in hatred on your part.
and so you say whatever im enjoying now, i'll get it back worse in the future.
in what way do you even see me enjoying?
you dont know no nothing.
so Stfu.
i need a break .
everything feels fcuking fucked up right now.
i think i have issues for being perpetually upset.
guess what . you made me bitter .
thanks for nothing .
way ahead of you @ 5:52 AM
